Following Your Dreams

In the last few days I’ve been in a state of blah.  I had no motivation; I need signs, you see.  Yes, I understand that this is strange, but that how my brain works (that’s how I roll... LOL). So lately I’ve been told I’m a bit overly optimistic. A believer in dreams, and I do believe in them, I’m following them.

So, my dreams are poorly paid.  And not everyone believes in my abilities to achieve because there is hundreds and thousand and millions and billions of people in the world wanting what I want.  Do you know what I do? I look up at the sky, smile and make a wish and do follow my dream.  People get annoyed with this because they believe, I do not live in reality.  Oh, but I do. I really do and I’ve listened to everyones concerns for too long: Not worth it.

I will tell you why it’s not worth it, because that’s their dreams and their ideas, not mine.  And I lived a life of half measures and unhappiness.  I cried everyday, because I was living in someone else ideals.  Then one day, my brain clicked, my 20’s was nearly over.  I enrolled myself in school and started living my ideals and my dreams.  Some people call this Saturn Return, I do call this myself; you can call it what it you like really.

Now I’m finishing up my 20’s and entering my 30’s really soon. And I have started living my dreams but there is a catch always is. You have to listen to yourself and believe.  Now can you do that?

Words to you

I am enjoying writing, this is unexpected, really! I hope my words are entertaining. To me this is fun.  In real life I don’t have a millions in the bank or have the perfect life, in fact many will look down upon me and say “pull up your socks”, that’s the clean version. Ha-ha-ha.

I have promised myself to work harder at this, oops I think I just heard my friends getting a bit annoyed. I don’t know what you guys want, but I am always writing from the heart.  So what you see is my soul.  Yeah, I know I think I have just waviered the right to privacy here. ::SMILES SHEEPISHLY::  In fact I was just talking about it yesterday. I never realised it till now. DUH.

But I just want to say I want tell you that I just want to give you my words I want you to show you how I see the world.  I will give you my true me to you, but I beg of you just give me time to unravel a bit.  I am still laying down the foundations.  I know this is a wee bit aimless, but I am just showing my heart.  Here are my words to you. I hope you give show me yours too.