I'm living for me!

I’m a dreamer, an idealist, I can’t help it. I float around believing that anything is possible.  I get a rough time about it, well mainly put down by it.  Too many times I’ve been told that this is the wrong way to behave and to be in life.  I don’t know why? Because isn’t the world already harsh enough.  Yes, I can get be very realistic, logical and practical! For work purpose only, who still has manners.

Honestly, I carry this dreamer idealist ethos in my soul. Where ever I go. People see this and think I’m nuts (who are jealous), others think it’s a breath of fresh air.  I don’t really care what they think about it.  I know deep in my soul it makes me happy.  After all isn’t that what we are all looking for? Happiness.  The thing is, happiness is not from a person or thing that you can obtain. It’s from within. Your silly limitless possibilities of solidarity. It’s great you should try it.

I really can go on and give more details, why it is so great. It had taken me such a long time to share this with the world, because it is so harsh, no! The people in it are harsh, not the world.  The world does not judge: only the people. Besides I’m going to live for me, not for you! So live for you!

I love this song, it always make me smile.

Following Your Dreams

In the last few days I’ve been in a state of blah.  I had no motivation; I need signs, you see.  Yes, I understand that this is strange, but that how my brain works (that’s how I roll... LOL). So lately I’ve been told I’m a bit overly optimistic. A believer in dreams, and I do believe in them, I’m following them.

So, my dreams are poorly paid.  And not everyone believes in my abilities to achieve because there is hundreds and thousand and millions and billions of people in the world wanting what I want.  Do you know what I do? I look up at the sky, smile and make a wish and do follow my dream.  People get annoyed with this because they believe, I do not live in reality.  Oh, but I do. I really do and I’ve listened to everyones concerns for too long: Not worth it.

I will tell you why it’s not worth it, because that’s their dreams and their ideas, not mine.  And I lived a life of half measures and unhappiness.  I cried everyday, because I was living in someone else ideals.  Then one day, my brain clicked, my 20’s was nearly over.  I enrolled myself in school and started living my ideals and my dreams.  Some people call this Saturn Return, I do call this myself; you can call it what it you like really.

Now I’m finishing up my 20’s and entering my 30’s really soon. And I have started living my dreams but there is a catch always is. You have to listen to yourself and believe.  Now can you do that?

Idealist here.

I am consciously thinking about my surroundings, I was actually inspired by Donna Karen, in fact she was the one who actually said what I felt.  I want to help the people around me, the person next to me. They are the ones who will carry this through to the next one, like a domino affect.  

So lately I feel like I am on mission, I have not figured it out yet, but so far, I have been doing the saving the planet bit, going vegetarian, using natural products for cleaning, eating organic/free trade food (when I can afford it), buying local produce and walking (okay I don’t drive, I cheated).

What I am more concern is this, we need to develop local inspirations, local arts and local produce.  I remember a time where you could say, “oh yeah, this was made down the road, by that crazy, Blah Blah”. Those were good times and home times where you could say, “I am proud to be in this Country, even if the weather sucks”, lets face it, it is not the weathers fault. It’s our fault.  You get??

So, I am off going to make something happen at home.  You know make a better Idealist world for me and you.  Even if I cheat, just a little.

Here is a song for you.

Price Tag by Jesse J. Featuring B.O.B